sweet disposition

after months and months of uncertainty, calculations, sleepless nights, crossroads everything seems to just crystalize.
a ray of light has seeped through my dark cold and dusty room. It promises hope, it encompasses nights of sleep, it brings forth a new day, for me at least.
with the burden of the rest of the world on these shoulders, I guess all that pain and suffering has had it’s worth.
no more dreaming of the day as if death itself was undone. No more crying like a crow for a body in the garden.

how can you live without that knowledge. who can deny their bare existence. Cos at the end of the day, when all is bare, when all is lost, when hope dwindles by a flicker of a flame on a birthday candle, they are there. Ultimately, they are there. the reason for my existence. it’s never too far away. All you had to do was look.